Tuesday. Wedding. Pictures

Tuesday.

I'm trying to look on the brightside. Tuesday is almost Thursday which is almost Friday which means i'm almost outta here. That may be stretching it a bit, but its what helps me sleep at night. I guess its a normal Tuesday here at work except people are a little grumpier than usual. I've already been yelled at for actually absolutely no reason. All in a days work, i say. And you know, it makes me sad when people think they are good cooks and then bring in food that tastes like dirt. Banana bread that tastes like dirt is not what i rolled out of bed for. I'll give her a second chance if she'll forgive me for throwing it in the trash.

So yesterday morning, I walk out of my middle class home to my car to find that somebody has "broken into" my car. I'm really not sure that i can call it breaking in since I had left my door unlocked, i guess i can just call it entering without asking. They tried to steal my radio which is unstealable. When that was thwarted they instead decided to take my Zune, my baby. Now stealing my radio is one thing, they could have even stole my steering wheel or a winsdhield wiper and i would have been able to blow it off. But my Zune??? Come on people...what am i supposed to do nowwwww?? I should look on the upside of it all, if they had taken my radio and my Zune i may have just lay down and died. I have no idea what i would have done in the car then. Dance? Talk to myself? Masturbate? well i'm sure the last one is not very safe....
Thank god for my unstealable radio. Oh and the insurance people are a bunch of rat bastards. Turns out we dont have burglary coverage on my car, but i'm like seriously guys have you never heard of a favor? Apparently they dont do business that way. Whatever.

I think i'm definitely going to stop looking at pictures of other people's lesbian weddings. I'll see everybody all happy with their parents and everybody there, and it will almost piss me off when i start thinking about my honey's parents not being there for her or mine not being there either. I guess i can't have my cake and eat it too, ey? I just can't help but wonder if my bride will think its just as perfect if her parents are there to give her away or her brother isn't there to dance with her or her sister isn't there to be dramatic and anti-social. Will it still be the wedding she wants if her aunts and uncles and cousins wont be there? I mean, yeah we know that is the consequence for us being together but it doesn't make it suck any less to have them missing on one of the most important days of my sweethearts life. You see how depressed it makes me?? GAH! Seriously. No more looking. Promise.

Our wedding is spring of 2010. Why mention it now when its so long away, you say. Well sometimes i have nothing better to do than to think about engagement, wedding, baby stuff. We've actually made a lot of head way with wedding plans. Before there were a lot of i dont knows and we settled on things i dont think either of us was completely happy with. There of course is still a lot to do but at least we're happy with what we have decided on. I think our hugest breakthough is finally deciding what we are going to wear. We have gone back and forth probably a million times on this, and i think we've finally found something that will make us both incredibly happy. My beautiful bride will wear a beautiful apple red ball gown and i will be in a white suit with an apple red shirt, in lieu of a tie and jacket i'll wear a vest only. IF i were to wear a tie and it would definitely be under special circumstances (i.e. my fiancee making me) and it would of course be white. Speaking of fiancee, technically we haven't made it to that point. She asked me to marry her last year and then a couple weeks later i asked her and now she wears what is really a promise ring. I dont keep anything from my girlfriend, we have always tried to be open with each other and it is just about killing me to not tell her in detail exactly how i plan to propose. I know that it doesn't have to be super extravagant, in fact i know that she would say yes even if i asked her while i was sitting on the toilet. But, i want her to remember how i proposed and how perfect it was for the rest of her life..though the toilet thing isn't very forgettable...
Its going to be beautiful. I wish i could say more but she deserves to be surprised.

I'm going to start photographing things again. Thus the picture at the beginning. I'm extremely excited.

I am to photography what Mallory is to writing.

P.S. I have a profile pic up now. Yay. She's so perfect. I can't wait to live and love..together.